More comfortable dead than alive?

I apologize in advance for this scattered post. God is teaching me something, and I am trying best to grab hold of the lesson. Ever feel like you're on the edge of having an "ah ha" moment? Yeah, I'm there.

Everyone will agree that human nature is flawed. The origin of that nature has been debated by philosophers throughout history. Some perspectives claim that humans by nature are good, and that it is circumstance that alters our nature. However, all will agree some where down the line humans mess up. We are fickle, selfish and greedy. Our actions and thoughts are unstable and circumstantial.

Agreed?

So it is established. Humans are flawed. Knowing this why do we seek answers and approval from our peers opposed to seeking God? Do we think that God isn't wise? Too far away? Unable to handle our questions and/or circumstances? Or do we just don't know or understand how big God is?

"For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities-His eternal power and divine nature-have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse." Romans 1:2

Paul says it's pretty hard to ignore God. Would you agree? Is our natural inclination to follow the ways of humans and seek their approval really natural? Or is this a learned behavior? Why are we so apt to "exchange the glory of the immortal God for images made to look like mortal man and birds and animals and reptiles" (Romans 1:23)?

We are more comfortable seeking flesh than the Spirit, and exchanging truth for lies. (Romans 1:25).

So. Are we more comfortable dead than alive?

False. I believe we naturally seek life, and though signs of life surround us we look for fulfillment in death (those mortal men, birds, animals and reptiles). Here's where the battle lies: we identify with death, but also with life. We have been conceived in sin (Psalm 51:5), but woven and created by God (Psalm 139).

This is where choices are made. We identify with both and have to decide which outcome we desire; continue to seek fulfillment, or be fulfilled?

Truth: "Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirit gives birth to Spirit." John 3:6

Being "senseless, faithless, heartless, [and] ruthless (Romans 1:31) is a choice, because we have the option to be filled with "love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control" (Galatians 5:22). The beauty of it all is that we have a choice. We can choose to be stubborn and work at ignoring God. We can choose to deny His existence. And we can choose to live empty.

Experiencing death in your circumstances? Examine your choices. Where are you getting your advice?

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." (Matthew 7:7-8)

Honesty is the best policy.

Think about it. How many times have you walked into church, sang a song, lifted your hands, closed your eyes, and walked out never meeting God?
Question. When you talk to God what does it sound like? Are your prayers littered with "good-sounding-Christian" words?

Many people carry the burden of Religion. We think that everything should fit into a box. Our prayers should be structured: start with "Dear God", say something about "forgive our sins" and end with "amen". Our worship should be predictable: stand, second chorus close eyes, bridge lift hands, etc. These actions are robotic lacking meaning, substance, and intimacy.

Religion forces people to create a facade. The facade must be one that proclaims "everything is great because you love Jesus". It forces people to put on a "happy face" when going to church. To fit into the religion box you cannot have any current struggles, burdens, addictions, doubts, or fears. Because you have been delivered!

True. Deliverance is here.
False. We DO struggles, we STILL carry burdens, we STILL have addictions, we STILL have doubts, and we STILL have fears.

Fitting into the religion box requires you lie; it tells you to leave who you are and become someone else before encountering God or God's people.

Fact: the fruit religion produces is withered and useless.
Fact: religion will leave you hungry.
Fact: God wants you just the way you are.

Honesty. It is the foundation to all solid relationships, and a necessary element of worship. It is the topic God has been speaking to me about throughout this week. God desires to meet with us, not a religion robot. He wants us to bring our struggles, burdens, addictions, doubts and fears with us when we meet with Him. Ultimately He want's to take all of our mess away, but He can't take it unless we give it, and we can't give it unless we take it. Read that sentence again. Making sense?

Don't worry. It's Biblical. Look at all the prophets in the Bible; people such as Moses, David, Jeremiah, JESUS. Each one came into God's presence HONEST.

• Moses doubted His calling:"..What if they do not believe me or listen to me?..." (Exodus 4:1)
• David called out to God, but felt like he was being ignored: "Listen to my prayer, O God do not ignore my plea; hear me and answer me. My thoughts are trouble me and I am distraught.." (Psalm 55:1,2)
• Jeremiah asked God why bad things happen to good people and good things seem to always come to bad people: ".. Why does the way of the wicked prosper? why do all the faithless live at ease?" (Jeremiah 12:1)
• Jesus went face down before God in the garden before Judas betrayed Him. He anticipated the outcome, and honestly asked of the Lord: "if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me."(Matthew 26:39)
  

These men of God came into the Presence with all their mess. The SON OF GOD entered in with concerns and burdens. Be assured that it is not wrong to have struggles. Rest easy knowing that having doubts is normal. BEING HUMAN IS OKAY. :]

Following Christ involves a relationship, and like any relationship it requires honesty. Being honest with Him about our struggles, burdens, addictions, doubts and fears, allows Him to work in us! By taking our burdens to Him gives Him the opportunity to carry them. Revealing our doubts allows Him to answer questions. He want's to do a mighty work in us, but first WE must let Him in.

Okay, really, examine yourself. The religion facade does not satisfy you. Something is missing. So, start being honest with God. If you are having a crappy day tell Him, "Lord, I am having a really crappy day..." . Allow Him to council you, heal you, and deliver you. Following Christ IS a relationship. It requires time, effort, honesty, communication and all that other good stuff. IT'S WORTH IT.